Hai!!! It's been a while since I've updated my site, but school has been very draining recently. I have off 2day. It's like 12 a.m. at the time I'm writing this because I can't sleep. I'm supposed 2 b waiting 4 a call to get an appointment 4 bloodwork so I can start testosterone, but so far, they haven't called, and I've been waiting a bit. It's just frustrating tbh. I rlly want 2 start T so badly...
The first 3 weeks of college r now done! I've been so exhausted mentally and physically, but it's been good so far. Nyways Did u guyz c that warped tour is comin back!!! Im so hyped and I hope its not 2 expensive. I need 2 get spider bites done so bad. Stereotypical emo fashion lolz. 
I start school soon. i went 2 the city yesterday and 2day i went 2 the mall. got sm stuff lol. i had fun. tuesday is my orientation and wednesday is the first day of classes. i got an mcr cd 2day as well as chokers a book, etc. 
Ive been so bored recently. Its almost school time nd im so excited. 2mrw im gonna go 2 the city w/ my dad. I found my familys old digi cam and have been using it. its so fun tbh!
Pintrest save me. No im so addicted 2 making boards on pintrest on my laptop. It makes me feel sm better scrolling on pintrest rather than tiktok tbh. I have a vision board, band boards, etc. That with a candle and music ugh amazing. i luv it sm!!! how many boards can i make lets c XD.
Im so excited 4 college. Its gonna b a new experience 4 me. Im gonna reinvent myself. I need 2 make more friends tbh sighs. Hopefully i can go 2 sum parties bc they seem fun and i wanna get drunk lmao. I need 2 enter my party boy era ugh, How do ppl have friends its so hard omg. Im working on it 
Im back from vacation. God ive been so tired recently. i got sm stuff on vacation. Got sum new candles, 4 shirts, 2 hoodies, body spray, lotion. body wash, pencils, erarsers, highlighters, fabric markers, crayons and a coloring book. I had fun. 2day before we left i went 2 an arcade while my brother and mom went 2 a gun range.Overal v fun
Ugh im so ready 4 fall! its prob my fav season. Its so cozy. Ive started watching gillmore girls bc thats such a fall show idk. Last night i made a hot latte and normally i only rlly liked iced coffee. Im going on vacation 2mrw so i prob wont update my blog too much. I still have 2 pack! I just had 2 start my laundry so ill have clothes 4 it lmao.
Sumtimes i feel like im too depressed 4 ppl but then when i feel better i feel im not depressed enough. Whenever i feel bad i wish i felt better and whenever i feel good part of me wishes i felt worse. idk no matter what i do ill never truly feel like i fit in but thats a me issue, i just dont know how to solve that. Being autistic means i prob wont ever fit in anyways. god i hate this
Gah i have an ear infection :(. I went 2 urget care yesterday and got ear drops and antibiotics. The antibiotics pills r so big 
. So far it feels a bit better so thats good
So this is gonna be my blog!!! Ive been learning a lot abt coding 2 make this. This will be my little diary and i can just brain dump here. Its still a work in progress. Hopefully this site can grow and change more over time!
My name is bennett and im 18. This page started as an archive for blinkies/stamps and other graphics but soon turned into my own page! Ive become very intrested in old web and web graphics so this pays homage to it. I like to draw, bake, cook, play video games.
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